I don't know for certain, but it sounded different than I had. [ make of that if you will. sorry lenore... ] And it seemed like, to some degree, Steven encouraged some of it.
[ again. make that of you will....lenore.......... ]
Hmm. I believe he'd tell people that what we did together was his "despair" indulgence... though he was nothing but sweet and affectionate with me. I was gentle with him too, of course. He's really very romantic.
But, I think...
Despite that, he was probably always prepared to kill me.
[ law will listen to lenore quietly and will continue to drink the wine as he thinks. he's not surprised to hear what she ends up saying but at the same time, it just puts things into a strange perspective for him. ]
I could believe it; it wouldn't be surprising if that wasn't always on the back of his mind. I've gotten the impression he has reasons for it. With me, he was afraid that he'd break me. [ law takes another sip of wine. ] Or ruin me.
[ so, it's funny? sad? that steven was the one who ended up dying. who was the one who was being ruined or breaking between the two of them now? ]
[ caring about himself, is what he means and he'll take a moment help himself to a drink because, well, give him a moment to have that really sink into his bones. (funny isn't it? that a pirate's suggestion to be only selfish would be a kindness here.) ]
...if I get to see him, I will. [ it's a really big "if", honestly. ] And I did too. If I could have survived today then I knew I feel like I would have.
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Sounds like my suspicions were right, then.
They had a sadistic sort of affection towards Steven, didn't they? They wanted to see him suffer.
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[ again. make that of you will....lenore.......... ]
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too bad lenore doesn't know what that is, either.]
... Of course he did. [a short, bitter laugh.] Perhaps 'Despair' was right for him, after all.
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He didn't behave as though he was part of despair too much around me; you can comfort in that.
[ he would say something about lenore but he doesn't know what they had? clearly lenore was a soft spot but. you know. ]
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Hmm. I believe he'd tell people that what we did together was his "despair" indulgence... though he was nothing but sweet and affectionate with me. I was gentle with him too, of course. He's really very romantic.
But, I think...
Despite that, he was probably always prepared to kill me.
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I could believe it; it wouldn't be surprising if that wasn't always on the back of his mind. I've gotten the impression he has reasons for it. With me, he was afraid that he'd break me. [ law takes another sip of wine. ] Or ruin me.
[ so, it's funny? sad? that steven was the one who ended up dying. who was the one who was being ruined or breaking between the two of them now? ]
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I swear to God, the things he would worry about... All when he really should have been worrying about himself.
[she sips her wine.]
If you get to see him again, in Hell... tell him I miss him.
I'll miss you too, of course. I really thought we could have made it to the end of this together.
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[ caring about himself, is what he means and he'll take a moment help himself to a drink because, well, give him a moment to have that really sink into his bones. (funny isn't it? that a pirate's suggestion to be only selfish would be a kindness here.) ]
...if I get to see him, I will. [ it's a really big "if", honestly. ] And I did too. If I could have survived today then I knew I feel like I would have.
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[she knocks back the last of her wine, gathers her things in her tote bag, and rises to her feet. she looks down at him with a smile.]
Farewell, my handsome rogue.